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Unbound, unstrained, uncontained
I love the sensation of being free
I want to be the only one in charge of me.

"Thoughts are the seed of action." Ralph Waldo Emerson


She is the fire
She is the flame
She is that which
Can never be claimed
She is the storm
She is the hail
Before her wrath
All else will fail
She is the other
She is the same
She is the wild which
Can never be tamed
She is the soul
She is the frail
Before her beauty
All else will pale
Beauty so wild and free
Absolutely stunning me
Seems unreal, impossible
The colors vibrant and aglow
With perfection blended together
Each element seems to grow
Better than my imagination
Better than anything man made
In every small situation
I start to see the hand of fate
of course the beauty brings
With it struggles aplenty
Costs grow as dreams do
The darkness always returns
But Lord, Your hand is seen
As you sweep colors across
Your canvas of sky
With the sun Your paint
And Your mercy and benevolence
Can be felt with every
Sunrise and sunset
Caressing the world with
Just a touch of Your love
All of creation healed again
By a simple whisper of wind...
Godly Love I felt at that particular moment. God is majestic and amazing and unending. And nothing I say will ever be a proper homage to Him. This is just my lame attempt at praising Him. 
Today I write of my anguish
Today I write of my pain
The one that takes my breath
Running through every vein
Today I speak of the solitude
Of the knowledge of tomorrow
Of the fear that lives inside
Of this limitless sorrow
Today I mention all the wrongs
All the prayers answered last
Turned into nothing again
Haunted by the past
Today I grieve everything
That will never come to be
Darkness and hatred
That’s all I can see
Today I live once more
In the hopes shattered
Today I look once more
For my soul scattered
Today I think I must end
Where the edges began
Let all the boundaries rend
So I can begin again
This cycle just will not end.
Everyone’s got something
Something to believe in
Everyone’s got someone
Someone to feel with
But I
I’m alone
In a world
With no song
I’m alive
But I’m not living
Any kind of life
I’m so alone
Only got this clothing
To keep me warm
I’m so tired
Of being alive
With nothing to light the fire inside
And i
I’m so numb
Sometimes wish I could’ve gone on being dumb
I used to be happy
But ignorance is bliss
And now it’s come to this
I’m so alone
In this world
With no song
And i
I’m not alive
I need someone to breath me back to life
Everyone’s got something
To believe in
Everyone’s got someone
To love them
But i
I’m still strong
Get up brush it off carry on
Stiff upper lip head held high
Just the occasional mope and cry
Because i
I am alone
I have no one to call me home
And i
I need to breathe
Someone come and find me please
I’m so alone
Just need someone to call me home
Call Me Home
My heart's lament...
I am the Panthress
I am the wilderness
Strong and fierce
Fluid and changing
Evolving, preying
Resting. Decaying
I am the feminine
I am the stormy sea
I am the placid lake
I am the summer breeze
I am the fallen leaves
The dirt beneath your feet
I am the power of birth
And the destruction
Brought on by disease
Untameable, unobtainable
I am the impossible dream.
I Am
In that moment, I was powerful, I was feminine, I was wild, I was free, I was me. That's all I wanted to be.

Time changes everyone through the many experiences that make up a life. Every life that has ever been, is, or will come to be is a story that touches on many others. My story is no different from many that have passed from this world. Nothing about me screams "Extraordinary," and yet I Am. Each of us is extraordinary in a way only we can be. No one can be us, we cannot be anyone else. Though that seems obvious, it usually takes a long time and a lot of hardships to accept and eventually be glad about.

Having gone through a lot myself in the past few years, I realized that I am happy I am who I am. I am happy I have touched the lives I have. Each day has taught me something new and I will never stop learning. A lot of heartache taught me how strong my mind is. A lot of tears have washed away pain. A lot of people have come and gone and some have stayed in my heart forever. I am still searching for a place that is truly my own, a place where I really belong.

I won't give up on myself or my dreams. A failure is simply another chance at success. That is a lesson harder to learn than any other and my writing reflects my difficulty in accepting failure. As I evolve, so will my art. I hope that those who once liked my words will love them again. Hope is the core of my being, and as such I hope to spread it to many.

To those who have just now begun to read my work, thank you and welcome. To those who read it from the start, thank you and I hope you will love my future work also.


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RezzanATAKOL Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2014
Thank you so much dear Sandahl for all favs:huggle::heart:
sakurascorpion Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2014
My pleasure :)
ArdenEllenNixon Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014
Thank you for the favorites!
sakurascorpion Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014
You're welcome! Love your work! :)
Ana-D Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the fav =) I hope you'll visit my gallery again :blowkiss:
burningBernd Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Hey Sandy! Thank you very much for the two :+fav:s!!!

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sakurascorpion Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2014
NP :)
LaraBLN Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday!!! :iconcelebration1plz::iconcelebration2plz: :heart::hug:
sakurascorpion Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2014
Thanks :)
Satsuki-Hyphen Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2013
Thank you for the fav' ! =D
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